I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.
tbh the only things i feel like enjoy/that make me feel good nowadays are all the little and ultimately pretty insignificant things, like a productive day of lab work, that one, jammin part of my favorite Slam Dunk, a good cup of coffee, etc. that’s all i’ve really got anyways, making those little moments for myself to make it be okay. and yeah, i guess it is. it’s okay.